bwahahahaa ngakak parahhhh
Whooaaa i hate this situation.
I had a stomachache when i will have a test.
I know it’s my fault.
I ate mango at the morning and didnt eat anything till 2.30 pm, i ate noodle.
After i ate noodle my stomach get worse.
I drank mylanta but i didnt feel better.
I couldnt study.
I feel dizzy too.
And it felt so hot.
Everytime i touched something, it became hot.
Now i havent study.
I cant focus.
I feel dizzy @@
I hope i can take a rest for a while :(
Leaves of a Grass
from my favorite book, The Winner Stands Alone by Pauolo Coelho :)
Sebuah Buku Demi Senyuman Kakak
House A / Moure Rivera Arquitectos
What i am eating now :P bllack pepper cheesse :D
Hey people, it’s me again. I feel a litle bit better now :). I’m back to my room again. Alone. Like it haha. But i dont feel hungry at all, so i forget to drink my medicine this afternoon. I havent ate yet. So i go out from my room, buy a greyboard for my TIC project, take some money, and now, here i am, wait for my pizza :D. Yeaaahhh i like pizza. I order black pepper cheese pizza :P. Okay, i’ll send the pict later. Whoaa smells good :P
Yeah, yesterday and today im not going to class. Only laying on my bed. Taking a rest, especially for my mind. I need refreshing. Too stressed, maybe. Many things always cross in my head. I cant handle it. Thinking and thinking. Sometimes i become so emotional. Im trying to let it flow. But i cant. I hope i can be better.
Last night, finally i can talk to him what i want to talk. I hate when he accuse me that i want him completely. I dont mean to do that. Whatever. I dont care. I just want to talk to him, seriously. He seems doesnt want to talk to me, about that, about everything. I just hate it. Why doesnt he just be honest to me? Im trying to be honest to him too, but he never listen.
Okay im a little bit calmer now, after talk to him, okay via chatting, because he is helping his friend or whatever i dont know, so i cant call him. Jealousy? I think i just dont like if someone acts like he/she doesnt know, but in fact he/she knows. I hate that. Please be honest. Because i know, i cab think and i can feel, even what i think or what i feel can be true or not.
Steven Johnson Syndrom
Do you know what Steven Johnson Syndrom is?
It is a skin disease. Actually it’s because an allergy. it caused by medicine like penicillin, or other medicine. But it’s only 1 from 2000 people who is infected by this disease.
At first yoor body will be hot like if you got fever. Then you will get sprue. Your body will get red, like smallpox. Then, it will be broken. Your inner skin will appear. You will in pain.
As i read on the internet, it says that it can be complicated. You can get cancer or pneumonia, or kidney, i dont know. Some people can recover from this disease but some cannot, but the recovery needs a long time, more than one month as i read.
My cousin, Aaron, is infected by this disease. Couple of days ago, his skin was red and broke. He is in pain. Poor him. He is at 3rd year of junior high school now. He will get his national exam. Can’t you imagine that? :( I hope he is okay. I hope his family is fine too. I always pray for him. Get well soon, bro. I know you are a strong boy. You can through this.
So, people, everybody can be infected by this disease. So, becareful. Don’t drink medicine carelessly, especially antibiotic. If you just feel a little dizzy, try to take a rest for a while, don’t always drink medicine. If you are not getting better, you can check to the doctor. And don’t forget, if you drink antibiotic, drink all of them. Don’t leave some. It’s dangerous.
‘get well soon bro !!’
Forgive me „,
Oww GOD please forgive me. I promise this is the last time. I know i always di this, but i try, i really try to be better …
Land of Roses
Rose~ beautiful but, be careful, if you are too close, you'll get hurt by its thorn